EASTER EGGS
- ren-lay
- May 7
- 3 min read
Recent sleepless nights have resulted in going through piles of accumulated writings from the last 50 years.
Found this poem, written in 2020, when we thought we might see the back of the miscreant once and for all.
TO AN IMPOSSIBLE MONSTER (2020)
your edicts are empty
your ranting insane
you fritter and stumble
an impossible stain
you never will get it
failure's complete
may this invisible virus
bring your defeat
if only those loyal
could notice your claws
instead of mad raging
they might see your flaws
as death stalks our cities
spreads near and goes far
you shirk, strut and bleat
your brain stem ajar
the threat is worldwide
population disruption
starvation and fear
spread despair and corruption
a perspective is needed
but what do we get?
a blustering blowhard
on a warped ego trip
will the reason of many
find a leader who listens
or will all of the crazies
retain their positions?
it's sad, it infuriates
leaves truth far behind
will I ever reclaim
what's left of my mind?
As I began to glean from my Stealth Songbook I realized several pieces appeared to address our current times.
Two from Undercurrent Events in 1992 at the former PS122, NYC.
BIG DEAL (1992)
Let’s make a big deal
Let’s start a fight now
Let’s uncover another big mess
Let’s scream and rage now
Let’s throw a haze out
Let’s dig up the dirtiest
of anybody’s business
Let’s create some chaos
Let’s attack the weak
Let’s bash and stab
the one’s who fail to be discreet
Let’s snub our peers
Let’s club the queers
Let’s make a fuss
and bring our loved ones to tears
Let’s divert the issues
Let’s push ourselves up front
Let’s bring down all the high ideals
and do just what we want.
OH SO YA WANNA (1992)
Oh, so ya wanna be right
Oh, so ya wanna be rich
Oh, so ya wanna be found to be nice
instead of a bastard or bitch
Oh, so ya wanna control
Oh, so ya wanna decide
What's good for the other guy
while all you do is to hide
the fingers of claws
the mouths of fangs
the hairy and speckled raw faces of pain
Monsters are eating our guts out and leaving the shell of a carcass behind
So I laugh, mister/sister, I roar and I choke and I drool
My belly and breasts just jiggle with shivering
shake like a fool
I can't help remembering fear of the dark closet door
And the deaf woman's womb which greeted my cries with a snore
I snort and I sniff and I roll in the sawdust of trees
As a fabulous wreck of a shell on the shelf of disease
But don't let your grinning go further than razors can slice
Or I'll bludgeon your belly and hammer your forehead
Now won't that be nice.
Or I'll bludgeon your belly and hammer your forehead
Now won't that be nice.
Or I'll bludgeon your belly and hammer your forehead
Now won't that be nice.
Now won't that be nice.
Now won't that be nice.
Now won't that be nice.
Now won't ... that ... be nice!
And from Cracked Cabaret (1980) at The Mudd Club NYC
METAPHYSICAL JUNGLE (1980)
Meta, metaphysical jungle, jungle, jungle
Beta, alpha delta and gamble, rumble, rumble
Zig-zag, tornadoes blow through a lip lag
Crumble, crumble, crumble
Pretzel people on a stick
Salty, doughy warm and thick
Twist 'em up, twist and twist
Resist, desist, insist a fist inside a face
A game a game, a race a race...
Psychic, phenomenological tangle, tangle, tangle
Slice, kick, through an illogical grumble, tumble, tumble
Wig-wag, waterfalls in a brain bag
Mumble, mumble, mumble
Pizza people in a box
Gooey cheese and stinky sox
Squish and chew, chew and squish
Resist, desist, insist a fist inside a face
A game a game, a race a race...
Jungle, rumble, crumble
Tangle, tumble, mumble
Jungle, rumble, crumble
Tangle, tumble, mumble
Zzzzig-zag, bbbbrain bag, wwwwig-wag, llllip-lag
Gamble with a fist, with a face, with a fist, with a face,
with a fist, with a face, with a fist, with a face
...inside a game, inside a race.
So many writings, songs, poems – a legacy only the few remember.
Never very gifted at marketing myself, it feels as though I am now drifting into the ether.
As it seems, are we all …………………….

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